12:28 a.m. - February 15, 2006
bad things and good people
I took my first test in my Roman history class today. I think i did good *knock on wood*. I didn't know two of the questions and my essay could have had more examples and detail in it but i knew my shit.
Talk of summer is hear and even though it's not even spring break yet i'm making plans for summer. First there is the issue on how i'm getting back to maryland. I can fly or drive. Flying is the easyist by far but it leaves me with out a car for however long i'm in maryland. Driving takes for ever (4-5 days) but i'll have a car. Plus i need someone to drive with me. Sarah can do it going to maryland but i'm not sure about how i'm gonna get back. I might end up asking my mom and she can just fly back. I don't want to ask my dad i've done the four days in a car with him not so fun. After my issue on gettin g to the east coast i'm going to Londan with my mom and grandma for four days. My grandma like to follow this actress Judy Dench around and goes to london when she is performing. After Londan i get to hang around for a long while maybe work off and on at IMAGES then in june in the anime convention in NJ. I think i will take the train to amanda's house a day or two before the convention and we will drive there in her car. Then drive back to her house and i will leave in the next day or two on the train. After that is the beach with Katie then amanda. Again i have a car issue. Katie can drive there with me but i feel bad making her go home by herself when i'm waiting for amanda to come. The in aug there in the convention in baltomore that amanda and i are disussing on going to. Again it brings up a car issue. I think we car resolve it by having my dad rent a car that my mom drives and i'll drive her car. sure it would be nice if i had my own but..
As for the upcoming spring break Sarah and I are driving to Cali to see my grandmother where we will get fed good food many times a day and come home several pounds heaviver.
I've been busy lately no time for manga buying that and i'm saving up for the Japanese culture fair in phoenix at the end of the month. The anime group i belong to is renting a bus to go there so i'll tag along. I went last year with my mom and it was really cool. Plus it i'll be able to meet others in the group too. I also have a lot alot alot of anime to watch so i'm refusing (or trying to) buy anymore until i finish it all.
Lately things have been getting stressful. Parents wanting me to ahcvive certen highs and me trying to achive anything. I'm worrying about certan friends and things i cannot solve. Though i would take away the pain if i could. The crazyness of people's lives seems to be all crashing down at once if someone's not sick then they are depressed and if not depressed something is wrong phsyicaly or mentaly. Now i'm not complaining but it all gets trasfered to me and just makes me wish bad things didn't happend to good people. It hurts to know there is nothing i can do.
anyway i'm tired and should sleep.
until next time
laura
