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11:34 p.m. - November 06, 2005 Becides ushing the only other thing going on is sarah and i are going to visit mimi (my grandma) in cali this weekend!! hurray. but my car is in the shop b.c it was making noises and i descided that driving all that way and with a whole lot of nothing between is not a good idea. so i figured they'd fix it in a day when i brought it in at 8am sat but noooo they can't figure out what's wrong w. it so hopefully it will be done monday or tues *knocks on wood*.. we'll see.... but we'll get there and be pamperd and eat lots and lots of food.. hurray! there will be nagging and gosip to but that's a given in my family... Monica is mad at me or was.. for what i'm not really sure and hasn't really talked to me sence.. i guess i really shouldn't get into it on a online diary but it's just one of the things going on right now... Julie is being really creepy.. She keeps IMing me and asking me to be her friend again. it's been what 5 years maybe 4 this is crazy. and creepy. She emailed david and he hasn't talked to her in atleast 6 years and she's like i miss laura, i love laura, laura wants me to die. Persoanlly i really don't want anyone to die and i don't think i've told someone "i want you to die" or "i wish you were dead" like i said it's been 5 years i kinda don't care anymore though that dosen't mean i want to be her friend again.. there is no way i'm going through that again. Hell it's becuse of her i'm so werry of making ne friends and keep more to myself than i have before. It's the world giving me a kick in the ass for daring to have a bestfriend that won't move away so they have to go psycho insted. awsome. Personally i just wish she would forget the past forget me forget whatever or just leave me and my friends the hell alone. Is that so much to ask after all she has and still is putting me through?
Then after thanksgiving is xmas and i'll be home for a week.. amanda wants me to see her in ny since it will be a year since we met so if i go to ny i'll have to drop by and see nancy as well. so i gotta spend atleast 2days there so maybe a weekeend? well a weekday would be less of a hassel so i'll have to plan that out hurray for plans!! Well i should start thinking about bed...
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