1:25 a.m. - September 28, 2005
back again
It's been awhile since i've done an entry i guess i'm just busy with whatever is thrown at me. It's been a hell of a month but it's gone fast.
Today i had Theater appreciation which is always intresting. My prof. is funny yet kind of a hard ass when it comes to the fine details... anway it was good then i had tutoring for classics fun fun but i know my stuff. Thank goodness for a good memory and geting my ass to class all the time. Then like every tues sarah and i went to darwin and still val did not come...
Thanksgiving is fast approaching and alhtough my mom wanted me to go to san francisco with her, matt,and my grandfather to see my uncle who lives just outside of the city i think.. I descided since i really don't like holidays.. makes me depressed for no real reason.... and family holidays just make it that much worse. I called my dad and told him to come here since he's doing nothing, and i don't wanna play the happy family thing even though we never see each other thing, i figued it would be cool. I'd just chill with my dad and do whatever even if he drags me to the grand canyon. So he descided he wanted to go to Vegas which is fine by me. So that's that i leave the rest to him. He likes to plan these things and becides i'm sure he'd rather run around Vegas then get nagged to death by his mother for a few days.. i know i would. So we'll go there and do whatever he wants to do even to hoover dam.
Tomorrow i'm taking a spinning class with danielle which should be painful and awsome at the same time. We are gonna try and do it twice a week. the price i pay to be in shape or get into it.. I wanna drop a size by xmas i hope 2 sizes but i'm being realistic here. I've been doing ok back on the weight watchers program. I lost 3 pounds but gained one back. this week i hope to lose something but we'll see. I also want to swich to the core plan which is diffrent but helther i just need to get my act together make a big list and buy the food. Plus the fact that i'm so over cooking if it's not frozen or pasta. But we'll see....
As for the fan fic heh i have alot but i really am just lazy and don't wanna type but it will get done.. sometime...
Well my 'blues' are gone i was feeling kinda blue and stupid awhile ago but i guess typing it out here is something good or i'm just over it. Though i've descided i have issues with opening up to people but in my defence those people who i end up opeing up to either fuck me over or move away i guess i've just given up on the whole best friend thing... though it would be nice to know someone inside and out and they know you... i dunno things happen for a reasion so i'll work on it baby steps. hell i'll crawl there if i have to it's always nice to feel loved for who you are not what others want you to be.
I guess that's it. i have to think about classes for next smester god.. i don't know what to take what not to take... help
laura
