12:54 a.m. - February 18, 2005
In sleep he sang to me, in dreams he came. That voice that calles to me and speaks my name....
Ah Thursday draw to a close and i'm almost done with my english paper. I wasn't too worryed about it because this was a faily easy text to ananlize and i'm got the whole analsis thing down.. even though i can't spell it. I was more worryed and stressing over my INDV african american studys paper. But thanks to SALT tutors, for once having a learning disability/ dyslexia has helped me not gotten in the way. I got my ass over the the SALT writers lab and had a tutor help me with an outline because got knows i can't organize it without help. Then my tutor, yay for free tutoring, helped me make a more detailed outline. Then i sat my ass down at the SALT computer lab and wrote my five page paper. That took so much stress off my sholders.
Now as i said before i'm finishing up my english paper. My problem is describing the quotes. My english prof said just to restate what was said. i'm like 'okkk' so thats what i did i'm sure my peers are like 'duh'.
Been thinking about weight loss often this week. I wonder if i will ever be happy with the way i look? I weighted 130 pounds a few years ago and was a size 8 and sometimes a 6 but i still thought i needed to lose weight. Ok sure i need to take control of this weight/ heath issue my dad is a diabetic and i'd rather not stab my self eveyday to test for blood or inject insulin into my body before i eat. Yet i can't get off my fat ass and go down to the gym, even though i convince myself i will. Also i should go back to weight watchers but then i can't remeber to journal. keh.
Mom is coming next thurs for the weekend. Should be nice. All i know is that we are going to Rosa's yummy mexian food. Yo quero enchaldas. Muy bueno. (Ha! i can't spell in english or spanish.) It will be nice to 'get away' for the weekend. by get away i mean go stay at her hotel a few blocks away. I'm sure we'll do crazy tourist like things. and i'll get annoyed with her and want to go back to my dorm room. Oh well such is life. I'm sure she'll want to take anyone and eveyone else that she can out with us, not that i have a prob with that. Dad is suppsed to come out too but who knows when he'll do that.. if he'll do that. He keeps changing the dates. He says it's pointless to come so close to spring break because i'll be going home soon but i'll see him all of a 1/2 day if even. He'll pick Sarah and Me up at the airport. That's always his job. He has to be the one to drop off and pick up. God forbid my mother do it. then all hell breaks lose. Anyway he's going sailing somewhere near the virgin islands, with his cousen her hubby and some family freinds, on my grandfather's (mom's dad) boat.
I'm wondering if Nancy will come and vist me out here. I doubt it but she did mention it once so who knows. It would be cool to have her here.
As for the rapidly up coming spring break. I'm excited. I get to show Sarah the MD/DC/Va area. In english i was bored so i wote out places we could go. There are so many and i don't know how much of the dc tourist things we should do i guess a days worth is ok. We can always leave if it sucks. I def want to go to the black cat even if the music sucks the club itself is an experrince and we should try for the 930 club too.I emailed Katie i think she's the only friend who will be home during spring break. Sarah will like her no doubt you can't not like katie. She'll prob do stuff with us over the 1st two days we are there.we will def visit the national cathedral with her.
Now it's latter than it was when i started writng this. humm not doing my paper well it's not too much. Though i have to write a reaction paper which is at the most a page for my japan class it has to be on a reading. I've done two of the three readings and hated both so i'll do the third and if that still sucks i just pick the one i understood the most. ok got to go must go to sleep before 3 otherwise i feel like shit in the moring.....
~Laura
