12:56 a.m. - February 02, 2005
\"...does he lay awake listing to your breath worryed you smoke too many cigarettes...\"
It's almost one and i've done nothing today. I did finish one book that needed to be done and I have to find where i put my other book so i can finish the chapter. Went to a spinning class yesterday. Ouch. It was hard then but when i woke up this morning I was like ahhhhhh. I've been taking the hurbal meds mom gave me. I feel better but not 100%. I'm not sure if i liked or hated spinning so I might go back on a day when they have the easy class like tomorrow maybe i can get danielle to go with me. I also have to start up weight watchers again. I kinda forgot about it durning break. I really don't want to know how much i weight and to think when i lost all that weight, 20 pounds that made me 130 pounds, i thought i was still fat. Oh well i did it once i can do it again.
Danielle is sleeping. Passed out. Nothing could wake her well maybe her phone.
I really should take this time to continue writing my paper but i'll deal with it tomorrow then thurs i have to go to some stuipd workshop for SALT because i got on probation. But i'm only on it cuz i got a D one freaking D if i had gotten a C i wouldn't have to be doing it. Keh! Stupid english take home essay.
I need a shower. My hair is getting funky. But if i take one tonight i will be awake and not sleep.. then again that's not new.
Mom's going to london tomorrow lucky bitch. She's going with Grandma who is following this actress (judy dench) around to all her shows. Crazy. I wish i could just take off and go to london. And how does mom pay for this? my grandfather... she lives off him for alot of things. She's thinkign about moving. She's tired of her house. It's getting old and she hates the yard work. So she's looking at some townhomes. But they have been way too small or wayy too pricy.
So i went to Palm Springs for the weeked to visit my gandparents. I got a van from Tucson to Phoenix then i was supposed to take a plane from phienix to palm springs.... I got to the airport two hours early checked in and got my ticket then when the plane was ready to bored they made an anousement that the last few people to check in might not get on because of the weight already on the plane. Ididn't think much of it. I checked in two hours early. When i handed the person my ticket they told me to step aside because i was one of the last people to check in and couldn't get on the plane... afew others had to step aside too. then some people came late then they let some of the other people who had to step aside on. not me. So I freaked out. I called my dad and told him then had to figure out what to do. I could take a flight to LA and stay with my aunt and uncle and have a Van/shuttle take me to palm springs. So i bought a ticket to LA. My grandmother called the shuttle she uses but the guy made the mistake of hangin up on my grandmother after assusing her of not hanging up her phone right. so the shuttle was out of the question. Finaly we found out that a friend of the family, who lives in LA and Palm springs, was going to palm springs for a meatign the next moring... After ariving in LA i took a cab to Sandy's ( the family freind) house and slept on her couch. It was cold. She woke me at 5:30 and we picked up some strange old man freind of hers who was fat and slow and drove to palm springs. Now the catch is Sandy's car dosn't have heat. Now no matter where you are 5:30am it's cold out during Jan. Ok so the car didn't have heat, no so bad right once you get used to it. well she had to have the defroster on. so we drove 2 hours in a car wiht the a/c on in jan early in the morning freezing to death. I was so cold even when i got to my grandmother's I had to take a really hot bath. I mean your skin turns red, hot bath. Then i took a nap. So that was my adventure next time i'll look into taking the bus because we know the train is out of the question.
Spring brake draws closer. Sarah is coming home with me. and dad who must be going crazy used his miles to buy BOTH of us tickets but not only tickets but FIRST CLASS tickets. where is the 'thrifty' father i once knew. this new dad scares me. Telling me to spend money on my meal plan using his miles for two first class tickets. man this is werid. Maybe he'll sell his house and buy some fancy condo in some tall expenive building. Then i'd really be frighted. But back to spring break. I've already made a list of where sarah and i can go. I want to take her to the 930 club for sure and maybe the black cat it all depends on whos playing becides the black cat without a band is a sight to see in itself. Then there is the DC stuff and whatver else she want's to do. It will be nice to be home and able to drive.
Well i must get some rest ah who am i kidding i'm reading a bunch of oneshots on a fanfiction site. then bed.
untill latter,
Laura
