12:25 a.m. - January 24, 2005
softy, gently...
Been awhile since i have written. Break was good didn't last long enough though. I wanted to hang with Katie and monica more. Got back to school and am falling into habits. I fell off the weight watchers plan it's just so hard to remember to journal. But i'll go back this week, sigh. I need to contact my tutors for my classes. I have a research paper due but i don't know when plus there is a text in context essay ihave to do for english too. god i hate papers. give me a test not a paper.
I have been talking to David he got high again. I know it sounds like i dissaree with gettign high but it's not that it's david getting high. he WILL get addticted. he WILL get caught and he WILL go to jail. I feel it's my fault i started and talked to him about it then he once smoked with us. I never wanted him to do it but it just happend. He moved from maryland to get away from the drugs but now he's found them again. and soon he won't go to school and will make nothing of his life. He wants things that he can't have or will ever acheve. He gets fired from evey job he has had. i'm not so sure he graduated high school.
On another note. I saw the phantom again. I can't help it. I love the fucking movie. It was my 3rd time and still just as good. I wanna see the play again now. maybe in the summer. Oh well i'll put that on my to do list.
As for my fanfic i need to start the next chapter. About Sango and Mirkou plus i need to add more of Kouga. Sigh why can't i get payed to do nothing all day? I also need to finsih editing the second chapter of my 1st story.
Sarah is coming home with me for spring break. 1st class. Who is this man prtending to be my father. He 'pays' meaning he uses his flyer miles for sarah's flight. then he is sending us 1st class. Man he must be going though a mid life thing. Anywho that's about it. What can i say, i'm dull.
~laura
