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12:43 a.m. - November 10, 2004 Watching Sarah's fish Lazzara. I'm afraid i'm gonna kill it. I know it's stupid but i'm afraid he's gonna get suck in the plant and die. which is stupid since he's a fish. I like making him mad so he puffs up at me. It's kind of funny. It's funny i've always been good with anyother animal but fish. then again I was young and they were gold fish. Hungry. Maybe i'm just bored. This kid Andrew keeps talking to me about his stupid shit at Comunty College. I know from experince real college is harder. Now he says he found a girlfreind.. good maybe he'll stop asking me out. Cut my hair, it's short. just below my ears. Speaking of hair I keep meaning to email Ginny, the hair dresser i worked with.She said she'd email me but that never happend so when i get around to it i'll email her. I talked to David. He said he quit pizza hut and is moring to Florida by thanksgiving. The boy can't hold down a job. He says he'll live on his own there off goverment ofcourse but i have to wonder how long it will last. I fear there is nothing I can do to help him. I wish he would just hold down a fucking job. it's not that hard. He's got good peopel skills but poor team work. I wonder if he could be a tellamarketer or go around selling things like knives. That way he's working on his own, dealign with people but not team work. I've known him since 1st grade it hurts me to see him throw his life away.. yet he dosn't get it. He says his mother signed him up for a trade school in cooking. I'm not to sure about that i've never seen him cook but he did say something about cooking a few years ago so who knows. I always want to belive the best when it comes to David. He's such a great guy but has alot of issues. I hope his mother will help him out. But who knows what the future wiil bring us. Army of Me just put up their music video. If you have quick time. watch it. For now I have to finish up my homework then go to bed. Tomrrow i once again have to bug my soc teach about finding out my grade. But no school thurs. and friday no class untill one(1)! yay! I got to go.. ~Laura
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