2:06 a.m. - 2004-03-21
Lets play catch up
It's been awile since i've written. I just got back form the Dimincan Republic. Damn it was great there. Not only could i drink but it was warm all the time and the food was great! Heaven. Julie IMed today. we had an odd convo she kept saying odd things. I just said what i felt and that was that. I guess it was brave of her to contact me again. Anyway I wrote a Fanfic(my own story) of Inuyasha. I posted most of it online and people like it! I can't belive people like it! I'm trying to finish it up so i can do the sequal to it. But i'm having writers block. So i guess i should cosentrate on my studys since i'm doing really bad in math. Like i've only passed one quiz and we have had three and a test. Thats all that counts in his class. My tutor is doing the best she can with me. I just hate math so much. Speaking of studys I got back into Arizona. Dad and mom arn't sure if i'm ready. I hope things go smoothy the rest of the smester. I also have to send my transcripts to my back up college in CA. I know i'll get in but i also know i won't "fit in" there all the girls are skinny blondes(yes my natural color) who like to shop all the time and are preppy. But i guess it's just school right. I'm worryed about ending up there. Infact i would like it if i could take a class in siting on the sofa all day watching TV in my PJs and going online. Thats a class I could major in. Or if i didn't have to do anything at all and made big money!!! a dream come true. I have descied that I'm so ready for a boyfriend. Not that i NEED one but i would like one. Before they just kinda came to me and i was lik I guess but now i'm like I want and they are nowhere to be found! Gosh I'm tired but i want to finsh my fucking story. I know how it ends but i can't get there. Kinda odd. It sceems to take on a life of it's own stuff i never intended to happend did or it was just sorta random. Ok i should go to bed. Monica wants to hang tomorrow. I dunno what we can do. It's always movies and the mall one or the other i wish maryland was more exciting. But what is exciting is the fact Nancy is comming home for the week! I can't wait to see her. I missed her so much. Like everything made me think of her. I saw people using sign lanuage and i was remined of the times on the PE bus that Nancy and I would spell out eachothers names in sign lanuage to talk. we thought we were so cool. My brother is having trubel in school hes in 8th grade now. I can't belive hes so old. I hated middle school(7th and 8th grade) it was a living hell. I wouldn't go back if you payed me. Ahhh memories the good, the bad and the ugly lol. I'll try to keep writing.
