9:26 p.m. - 2004-02-18
Thinking about love..
Ever since i have become upsesed with Inuyahsa I have been paying close attention to love songs, it's like i realsise how romantic they are. I never used to give a damn about love songs or movies but now i have become more sappy sorta. Sometimes ihear a song a think of that show. Werid. I was just thinking how in the past I never wanted a boyfriend or cared that i didn't have one. Now i feel that i'm ready for a boyfriend and want to be attached. I have been single for awile now.. I not freeking out or anything. I was just thinking about it today i don't know why.. Maybe because of the cards( my healing with angles cards) i keep drawing the sole mate or romance cards, whats up with that? I'm ready but i'm not, where am i going to meet someone? Ok so i'm stilling waitng from arizona and i'm re appllying to marymount collge as a back up and if all else fails I could ask my granmother if i could live with her and go the comunty college near them. anyway dad is gettign on my case about more schools and stuff for students with learning disabitlys. I think all i need is a tutor and maybe extended time on tests. I don't need a huge program i know i can live with out it. It would be nice though to be in SALT again... anyway i gotta get books from the libary and do alot shit tomorrow. Tutoring,target,libary and jazzersise..
I guess more to come..
