6:26 p.m. - 2003-11-26
Thanksgiving blues.
I'm in Willamsburg, Va this weekend. I'm going to see my old friend from elementry-middle school, Rebecca. She lives in richmond. Thats about an hower away.. I'm drivign up there fri and maybe sat. I'm soooo excited about seening her. I haven't sceenher since my sweet 16 that was 3years ago. She smokes pot too! I brough some with me, it's ok not great and i think it laced wiht something.. anyway. My grandmother lives in this house off of the golf corse, in a little comunty,s o as u can imagain it's dulls ville. I brought Crimson along. I have a fellign i'll be walking him alot. We drove up here with my mom's friend marybeth, shes nice be boy oh boy does she ever talk... I was listing to music most of the time. Thank god for the portable CD player. Anyway i forgot Crimsons leash so we stoped in at walmart to get one. i had never been to a walmart before,scarry... it was big,bigger than big. wow. after we arrived here Marybeth met her sister and left. we, mom,grandma and i when to a video store, that took forever they rented abunch of old forgen films, that looked very boring, i like forgen films. I rented jackass the movie, i need a good laugh. I hate having crimson in this little cage but i can't give him the run of the house if he will pee everywhere, he is gettign good at using his litter box though.. Thanksgiving should be boring. Ithink it's at my great aunt jean's house( grandmoms sister) and jean's daughter and her kids will be there forsure but i don't know if anyone else is comming. Jean's daughter Lisa has a daughter a year or two behind me, ashley, shes nice very athletic. we don't have alo tin commion ashley has a younger bro named Danny but i think he was sent to rehab, not sure. This willbe the 1st time i will be in jean's new house. Her husband died a few years agao and they had a nice big house, i htink she sold it off a year or two ago. This new house is alot smaller. God i don't fell very good, i mush have a cold, i took some sudafed this morning but it dosn't scemm to do much, i'll try to get a full nights sleep tonight we arnt doign anything tomorrow morning. so i hope i'll be fellign great to see rebecca. I'm so very excited about seeing her, i think she thinks we don't have anything in common but it sceems to me that we are more alike than she knows.. i sure hope so. I'm goign to meet her friend Wes, a girl, shes excited about that so i'm excited about that. my dad was alittle nervis about leting me drive up to richmond, but what can he do, nothing! he was nice enough to program the GPS thign for me and prink out a map of it too. oh yea he got a new car! this is excited because he always says,"drive it tell it dies" his new one is a Lexus, which is also excited cuz he buys cheep things. He is giving his old car, a ford explor, to his dad in CA. So anyway this new car is soo nice. It had heated seats, sunroof,GPS system, lazer cruse control(if yr on cruse crontrol a lazer comes out to see if ur too close to another car and if ur it slowes down), and so many other crazy stuff. It's black and shiny and new myd ad never buys new cars always used, even mine was used! Who is he and what did he do with my father, if ony he would make all the rule disapre... were working on that one. David is out of the homeless shelter and in t=soem group home place i guess. in downtown bethesda. I wish i lived in downtown bethesda. Now Nancy is upset w. julie she said she was going to vist her but then she wa sliek oh my mom won't let me.. witch is bullshit. Cory dosn't have anything in common w. julei and i'm like shes not the same person i became friends with. So idunno she dosn't call so i don't call. lat tie i spoke to her was when i was buying pot.. Bret got sent away to west virgina, his parents found out about his drug use. It sceems when they would cal me to go out and hang wiht them. it was him doign the calling and wanting me to go out not julie. I can't believe anything she says anymore it's all bullshit. It's diffrent with david not everything out of his mouth is a lie, just alot of it and i can mostly tell when he is lying. my parents don't belave that he can't get a job. they don't know how hard it is as a teenager to get on espely if he is homeless and was in jail. somhow i doubt people like that. Just being a teen is hard enough. I hope for hsi sake he gets a job soon. anyway thats it for now i'm sure i'l be writing alot.
