2:26 p.m. - 2003-10-17
Weight,Shopping,Money,School,Work.. AHHHHH
I haven't written in awile i have been busy i guess. Lets see I have been talking to this guy on friendster.com( you meet friends for your friends and thier friends frineds)for awile now and he lives in rockville so we decied to meet. So i met him at the mall, julie was going to come wiht me but she ever called back, so I met him and his friend at the mall. He was nice but shy and it was weird i guess we were both shy, his friend kept making weird jokes. So we wondered around the mall for awile and then julie came, which made things alittle better. So then we left. I have no idea of what he thinks of me, i thought he was nice but it was soo weird, he is funny online just shy in person, like me. Julie says she thinks he liked me but, to tell you the truth i doun't know julie is not always the best judge when it comes to guys and who they are into.. just ask Bret.. So that was yesterday. The last night i got a call from my boss aking me to open up at 8:30 this morning.. so i got my ass up at 7:30 am and went to work about 8:15 and got there about 8:30 and worked untel my boss came in at 11. Then i went to the Mall to get some food, talked my self out of a cinnabun, and went to old navy to get some jeans.. I would get some dockers but they are soo much money and i know i'm goging to lose weight so i may as weel buy cheeper jeans. Did my points today!! with the new point system i only get 20 points :-( after all my food i have 2points left for dinner. os much for eating good. My mom found me a real yoga class at the privet school down the street, that should be good. So next on my list of things to do is improve my typing skills. My dad is having Matt's(my little brother) tutor see how she can help me on mondays.. damn i have alot going on mondays, work,yoga and, tutoring.. Monica wants to go shopping tomorrow or sunday I'll get some last min gifts for people( Alicia and Amanda) and some shit for me 2. I get payed this week too!! I think thats it. I have to think about applying to college i still wanna go to Arizona.. I hope i get in again if not what will i do. maybe look for a job there or in Ca so i get used to being away from home.. I wanna get my own place but there is no way i can afford one with getting 5.50 an hour but we will see. I'm so tired I wanna go out but i'm way to tired so i doubt i will maybe i could make that veggy soup for dinner.. yummy sounds good.. that all for no.. i'll keep you posted on where or not i hear from Sean.. hummm shold i message him, what have i got to lose. i dunno. Life's a bitch...
