12:00 a.m. - 2003-09-12
Home Sweet Home!!
Ok so i haven't been writing in awile. My computer was still in the shop. alot has happend. So I was soo depressed and sad, i could not take the stress of college and i was so not ready for the work, thanks alot Montgomey County Public Schools, so after 3 weeks of stress and hell(kinda) my dad realised that this was for real and after I had to talk to a bad counselor, who was a total bitch there i am sitting in her officer crying about how unhappy and stressed out i am and want to go home.. all she can ask me is if i had any drug problms, if i was sleeping at night and if my family and issues.. so my dad got a fight for today(9-11 kinda scarry) and arived in Tucson this afternoon, I was soo happy to see him!! I know he was happy to see me 2, but he was acting all macho like it was no big deal, that he hadn't scene me in a month. But i know he was just as happy as i was. We spent the day packing, god damn i had alot of shit but, we got all the junk i neaded to pack packed. All in a day. wow! I was suprised on how much help Rudy, my counselor for school, was i would have thought he would try to make me stay but, i was so wrong he just wants what is best for me and he helped me so much.
So when i found out that i was comming home i Imed julie who was screeming for joy(noone has ever screamed for joy about me, made me feel so wanted). So i'm so happy i just don't know what to say.. I'm not droping out for good.. after xmas i'll enrol in the comunity collage near my house and go there for a year or two then i'll coem right back here, they can't get rid of me that easly! I'm soo excited Julie is kinda having a welcome home party for me, Bret and Cory are goign to be at her house sat night( the summer gang cory calls us) and we are goging to smoke up soooo much. anyway it wouldn't matter if we didn't do that, just to be with them all would be great. I also want to vist Nancy in NY that would be fun fun fun. I'll try to write tomorrow before i go but if i don't then next time i wirte i'll be in maryland!! home sweet home. I never knew how great you were untill i left...
Ps. soon i'll take some pics and make a web page of them...
